I lost my wallet twice this month, I
Lost my sight this month,
things never meant this much, I
had my identity cards in there, I
don’t think I really cared, I
thought about mine with the
plastic away from me,
I was reminded of what I had pushed
to the sides of my plates, how
feeling you is innate, I
smiled through weights, I
turned myself upside down
so the pulls didn’t
frown me, I
fell for the push & paid my own bounty-
truth, it’s astounding.
i’m grinning-
all this old pain brains
new beginnings-
A part of me seems to
fall to my knees where i’m
still standing-
overly choosing not to
understand, we,
love hurting, we
love learning, we
talk dirty, we
respond too early-
I am a late bird, but I catch the worm anyway, bc
i’m the worm anyway, I’m
late to catch myself, I’m
early to catch somebody else- tell em it’s ok-
The moon shows up in the light of day,
sun shines thick, but the
cold it stays
shivering, but it keeps me
UP so the words
stay glimmering, gold &
honest silvers of
mangoes and cinnamon-
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Like the longest winters we
freeze and begin again, it’s
Never kind- we
Never find, how to
keep us all warm so
Never mind That shit,
I was born alone, that’s how it happened-
Spending’ time with,
drawing’ on napkins, yea I was that kid-
Scared inside my house, but outside laughin’
Since I was 5 or, just alive
I can’t remember the number but
shit,
I been sittin’ in traffic, --I
think it’s just sitting in me now ----
I think it’s just sitting in me now----
,never been a pro, but I found it out, when I
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Lost my wallet,
yeeeeeeeeaaa
when I lost my wallet,
lost my wallet
when I lost my
when I lost my
when I lost my
wallet