i don’t feel the love
i just fill it up
i don’t feel the love
i just fill it up
i don’t feel the love
i just fill it up
i don’t feel the love
i just fill it
i don’t feel the love
i just fill it up
i don’t feel the love
i just fill it up
i don’t feel the love
i just fill it up
i don’t feel the love
i just fill it
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i go to bed crying
i wake up and im lyin
everybody knows what’sup but me-
everybody knows what’sup with me
i can’t see with the pain so blurry, i
make the bed in a hurry, i
make the coffee extra strong
with even more sugar
fixin my shit but i
can’t even look up-
I am numb
-can’t even look up
I’m numb
why even stick out ya tongue?
i tuck mine under my shoelaces
tuck my brain under my two faces
none of them fake sometimes were just 2 people
one just looks more evil,bc
they can’t see why we gotta be here
they can’t see why they can’t make that clear
I’m so useless, i get fear
I’m so useless, i get fear
I’m so useless, i get fear
I’m useless,
i don’t know how to do this
a. cuz u never taught me
b. cuz i never taught me
c. cuz i just don’t care
d. all of the above.-
e. -thats what I’m running on
thats what I’m running on
less of a person i’ve
become a marathon,
I just keep runnin’ til everythings
blended
don’t even know where I started or ended
I only see forward if my arms extended
but fuck,
i’m so good at pretendin'-
I hide them with smiles,
I stay unattended
I look up again and who saw- 1 in 10 did
maybe,
—whoever fills the role of my baby
always spends their love fully but should know
no one can save me
i am no life savings
i have no tips, no checks in my pocket
only,
Xs and eXs and they all think they can stop it but
i’m a go-getter, and If I don’t believe in me i’ma
no-never
no, i’ll never
get to
feel the love
feel the love
feel the love
feel the love
feel the love
feel the love
feel the love
feel the love
i guess i filled in
all of the above
i’m just feelin' all of the under
I just..
I jus..
i don’t feel the love
i just fill it up
i don’t feel the love
i just fill it up
i don’t feel the love
i just fill it up
i don’t feel the love
i just fill it
i don’t feel the love
i just fill it up
i don’t feel the love
i just fill it up
i don’t feel the love
i just fill it up
i,
i just fill it